it hurts alot...u noe

well.....everythin happened well until i dae........my fren called me n said tat her grandma passed away.....so sad lorhhs....wad can we do.....no one can predict death....our dayz r numbered....we may go anytime.... I wonder y sum ppl r afraid of dying....well....i am...coz i dun wanna leave this world....well...ters no fighting with GOD...in the end, we r all gonna go 2 paradise 1 dae...we r gonna join our frenz n family foreva!...so i think its better 2 die....hahs! touch wood larhh....not so fast k?....i still need 2 dream...! ritez...lets move on .....sumthin much better...tat can digest 1...well...i hope u noe tat it hurts alot.....every1 has bittersweet memories. ;sum bitter sum sweet.....n tats y it all sums up to experiences....EXPERIENCES tell us wad we have gone through.....weder it is wrong or rite.....if u ask me...i think im equal...a person who has gone through equally....u noe wad i mean rite???? :) hahrh.....k larhh...dun wanna make myself too sad wf all this sad stuff....well...2morrow im going swimming n ten 4 bbq party.....hope it will be fun.....oh....how i lurvve bbq parties! lets party guyyz!